Bad mood+ Happy mood !!!

First I jus wanna say Happy Birthday to 1 person :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 YOU!!!!

Actualli my mood was damn lousy in the morning because of some happenings in the class but nvm le cause i knew I had 2 overcum all this even though it is hurtful...
And also when I knew the truth I was shocked we haf been frends 4 so long how could you I realli didn't expect that cumin also also actualli wanna tell u why I click wif some ppl cause sometimes we haf e same thoughts n that we r straightforward and wont beat around e bush...

Bought my favourite MANGO tank top thx 2 darlin phoebe (OMG so mushy lor) hahas...
Well I haf 2 say sometimes she realli brightened up my day seldom had anywan would cheer mi up except few ( like my favourie in- charge : Wen Hui she is like my sis, phoebe, jk kor, some ppl I knew)
Actualli I m lucky 2 haf them even when I m feelin down n that they will nv fail 2 cheer mi up...

TRUST: Is a veri important n big thing n needs commitment but it is also like a trap u may fall in unknowingly...

CONCLUSION: In e end i was actualli feelin damn weird cause this 2 feelings r being mixed up 2gather hmm... so I dont noe I m HAPPY OR SAD OR ANGRY OR WADEVER LAH...

P.S. 2ml is national day happy birthdy s'pore but sad thing is that had 2 wrk cnnt see firewrks =X sign !!!! (how i wanted to watch)
Advice 4 couples: it is ctualli quite a romantic thing 2 watch firewrks 2gather....

Wad should I do!!!

Well it seems that I made a whole lot of mess out of it...
wad should I do...

everyday seems tougher...
I kept cryin more often le...
getting more moody each day...
nobody really understand mi and my needs...
all abandoned mi, leavin mi alone...
been taken granted of...
being suan overboard...

This leads to heartbroken, confused, moody, pissed off !!! (AND LOTS)

P.S sometimes I would like to ask wad are frends for excatly, do ur realli jus do nothing and expects mi to ask ur wad wrong ....

this is damn dumb lah well a message to (A) i haf doubts on whether should i go after all this had happen well sometimes I realli wanna say that u r such a fake but I won't cause same as (Y) i not really wany anything 2 do wif u unless u understand wad is wrong ....

WTF... Moody again ???

Everyday in e late nite i sometimes will wake up i tears afraid that what I dreamt of will cum true.... not realli had a good sleep 4 e past few weeks thx 2 all the unsolved problems...

My priority:
(1) frends (so-so bah cause all gt their own frends dont bother abt mi le)
(2) work (i donno noe why after all this happens at wrk i still luv my job)
(3) family(although had fights wif them but i still luv them)
(4) money(i m so damn broke le=) wadever)
(5) sightseeing(OMG!!! there are no cute guys)

Life sometimes can be filled with happiness, sadness, fear, horror (actualli u name it u will get it)

why does everywan had to lie 2 mi do they think it is fun well let mi tell u...
(it is so damn irritating)

It seems like I dont trust anybody even my close frends, I realli dont noe who is real n who is real and who is fake