Crying in the late nite shouldnt be something I should do (but the fact is i am doing it rite now, in this second)
I realli cannot believe that why am I always facing so much upsets and so much obstacles. Compared to other people's lives they are far more luckier than mi jus that they still didn't realised and take it for granted.
Wanting sth is so hard
Often people have something they will ask for more, but compared to me do they actually know that I yearn for the things they already had.
Iszt really so diffcult... I jus dun understand why it is so unfair

P.S Losing control.... crying nites

Life is really like a big whole mess rite now.
Realising that want I had now was just a lie and nothing else more
Once thought that it was a dream come true, but it turns out to be a foolish thinking
I don't wanna walk alone but it jus seems that I dun haf a choice at all
I dun wanna believe everything good that happens s true anymore
Cause in the end it will be like tearing it me apart to know the true that it is not good at all.
I dont wan it anymore, i really cant take the heartbreak anymore
The price I had paid to take this heartbreak is too much
Crying rite now, I dun wanna waste my tears again
People say that a girl's tear is precious but I dont even think mine was
Its jus like a loose tap that no one will bother to repair in and jus leave the water to flow
I jus donno what to do anymore
the world doesnt stop moving jus because I am sad

P.S Is what I am asking too much??