Well this is the 3rd post of the day:
Well I really donno how to describe this feeling now it is really very complicating. Let mi jus represent this with a song so u guys will understand:

Michelle Branch: All you wanted

I wanted to be like you I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away
I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes
I'd take you away
If you want to I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares I'm sinking slow
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
If you want to I can save you I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares
All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah If you want to I can save you I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares
If you want to I can save you I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone


This really represents what am I thinking now, I really hoped that someone really could save mi.....

The other song which i like most was:

Timberland ft one republic- Apologized

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I’m hearing what you say
But I just can’t make you sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around and say..

That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

I’d take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it’s turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
Woahooo woah

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it’s too late to apologize, a yeah

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

P.S I had uploaded the song feel free to listen to it... thx =]

Here's song of the week:

张韶涵新专辑
~不想懂得 (公主小妹片尾曲)

當世界　不知不覺的變了
有時后　我懷念以前的我
作的夢雖然遠遠的
想像是一種快樂
擁有了　同時也失去什麼
而眷戀　原來會帶來軟弱
你讓我在霧里成熟
心開始曲折

我不想舍得　不想懂得
是誰惹誰　言不由衷
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯
怕抱不緊什麼
我不想舍得　不想懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴 是愛不是負荷
互相照顧 就是幸福的

當世界　不知不覺的變了
有時后　我懷念以前的我
作的夢雖然遠遠的
想像是一種快樂
擁有了　同時也失去什麼
而眷戀　原來會帶來軟弱
你讓我在霧里成熟
心開始曲折
我不想舍得　不想懂得
是誰惹誰　言不由衷
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯

怕抱不緊什麼
我不想舍得　不想懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴 是愛不是負荷
能握著手 就是感動的

我愿意 一秒鐘放棄全宇宙
擠在只有我們 緊靠的小星球

我不想舍得　不想懂得
是誰惹誰　言不由衷
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯
怕抱不緊什麼
我多不舍得 多不懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴 是愛不是負荷
能握著手 就是感動的

(是誰惹誰　言不由衷)
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯
怕抱不緊什麼
我多不舍得 多不懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴 是愛不是負荷
能握著手 就是感動的


I will start a practise of publishing my song of the week.
Go listen to it .

Stars Rated: 3/5

Hey ppl my blog is still not dead yet, recently busy wif lots of stuffs and also some adjustments of feelings. But I back to blog again, gt miss mi hahahaa but I miss ur though. Anywhere CNY is cuming and I haven shop for anything (eg, clothes, shoes) OMG time is really running out. Well ppl do gif mi suggestions in where to shop and I am also looking for Boyfriend shirt.

Well, today let us talk abt the topic of love,
Here’s a poem:

wanting him is hard to get
loving him is had to regret
losing him is hard to accept
but letting go is the most painful yet

and there’s another one:

roses are red
violets are blue
honey are sweet
but not as sweet as you

so tell mi what are the difference between this two poems, well basically both has different perspective in describing but I guess I belongs to the first wan. So I will respect ur decision and carry on wif my life even its hurts a lot.

Lastly, LOVING A PERSON DOES NOT MEANS THAT YOU NEED HIM BY UR SIDE, ALL YOU WISH WAS HE TO BE XING FU…