I realli donno at this point of time wad am I excatly thinking. How come there is always so many last minute? How come there is sooo many empti-ness? How come everyone around mi is getting their own happpiness? How come I am always alone?

The only thing I wish for is that to spend my birthday with and looking forward to it. But who knows that there is always last minute changes than leading to disappointment... I hope everyday that you won't change of plans cause I really need a laughing seed.

P.S Promise mi?

Jus had another quarrelling wif my mum...
Why must she always be the right one, she still gt the rights to question mi when she is at fault...
I am somehow or rather the odd one out in the family
I did sometimes questioned my own birth status...
Why is the pressure always on the eldest child, if this were to happen I rather myslef was not being born at all...

P.S why is there always no one to stand by my side

I really appreciate the pickup on Tuesday... Many thanks to you... I am really happy and glad to hear that you are fine on Thursday, I almost cried out such foolish I am.

So many has happened... I was very angry when I saw you and you so-called loving gf, I was like WTF. How many girls do u still wanna play with ??? Couple of movie sessions this few weeks and I am really loving it. Not sure if I should looked forward to a big day nx week though.

Currently watching korean drama on Channel U.

Well gpa is out and guess wad I did improve by the score of 0.09... (hmmm hahaha abit pathetic to mi lah) There was this one thing I considered myself being stupid, I was so happy abt sth that I literally bang myself into the wall ... oppps pain pain ah...

Will update soon bah well here's a sneak peak of my 'little bf':

Isn't he so cute??

P.S Where is my love?