Well to start off with the few updates this weeks:

I began to realised that my workplace's politics is begining to surface. Total stressed just like a normal teachers cum babysitters.



Monday: Was a birthday celebration for Abgail (hey girl happy sweet 17th to you) well although I had celebrated that 3 years ago =) but love ya gal. I specially went to buy the hand designed cake from THE ICING ROOM but though the cake was not designed by cause I really had no confident afraid that I might spoil the cake T_T

Tuesday: Was an evening spent wif a laughing tree who kept giving laughing seeds >.< Very nice of Ian to fetch mi from my wrkplace and pei mi all the way to downtown to watch FU XING DAO. Funny show btw. Had BBQ CHICKEN for dinner pity that I did not bring m camera for camwhore session.

Wednesday + Thursday: Tution

Friday: Will be another movie session with Timonthy although we had not decided on the movie we are going to watch yet

P.S Wish you the best of life and hope nv to see you again

I am sorrie but I jus wanna run away again Like I used to do...
I really can't take it anymore, I jus wanna run and run until I had no more breath
I jus wanna shout till I had no voice left.

Why can't you just can't love mi the way I loved you.

Begining to fell emotional as I used to be again. Its like how come things are not going the way I wanted. It was just like a knife or something sharp that is being stabbed into my heart. I don't know what am I changing to be I don't know myself anymore. What is really wrong wif mi getting affected by small things.... OMG Going crazyyyyyy..... Can't sleep I reay feel super hopeless, unsecured, helpless. Is like why iszt anyone there for me or understand wad I am going through.

P.S regrets, regrets and more regrets sorry its my fault everything is my fault.