Where all my old friends go... it just seem that they all disappear leaving mi alone.... why ur leave mi.. someone said a hurtful word to mi... am i not that important I know ur are close but ur can't treat mi like that...... i jus went to sch with another person and u say such hurtful words making mi think i'm not suitable to be ur friend ... i noe ur have new friends so am i but i think we are getting worst.... i realli hate it please stop torturing mi i afraid that one day i might not be around anymore.... so cherish mi and not always leaving mi behind....

Today feeling better as yesterday had vent out all my anger and depressed feelings during badminton....

Yesterday I was damn tired but cannot sleep afraid that when I close my eyes I will cry again....

I don't want that anymore so damn tired of it....

i really hate my school life and that why are people always doesn't listen to what I say they are so idiot....

So Unhappy......

Today I feel very depressed after that cheer up a little but now depressed again lor...

Alot of mixed feelings wad can I do to cleared away all those feelings and emotions...

I realli wanna leave this life behind mi and start a new one maybe thinking of leaving this place...

Wad can I do can someone please tell mi so I realli need someone by my side but this is not goin 2 happen...why 2day not raining I love rainy days...Heart being tear into pieces how I wish I had not seen you or meet you before , maybe I might be living better...

We are just some strangers that pass each other without noticing............

So sian lor... nothing to do everday have the same routine... study, work, eat, sleep, shopping. Why do people also do the same routine? Aiyo and why is that people change so much in a period of time... wad is the reason behind it??? I'm realli confused and not knowing wad my next step is... can someone give mi a sign...