Healing in progess

P.S when will I be able to let go...

Hey sorrie people was MIA-ing till now...
Totally in a down down mood now.....
This is the low period of my life now, donno when will all this sadness, emo-ness end
Seeing people happily walking makes mi wonder when will that all happen on mi too
Behind every laughter is every drop of tears, can't help that they will keep on dropping without notice...

There are so many things I wanna let go, but I just keep on trying ,
Its jus that they would not go off, jus like super glue stick on mi
But I guess back to basics, let nature goes its way bah
Am I realli that easy to be forgotten,or am I jus a piece of glass which people won't even look
Am iszt that I am jus a piece of worthless art which is not even up to grade to admire on.