Sadder and sadder by every day, maybe disappearing may helps as no wan will ever notice mi not around… everyone jus simply hates and dislike mi disappearing seems the easier way out and that no wan understand and cares about mi, and they don’t even bother to do so…

Ppl will always think about them first but I think that this is selfish as they only think about how they feel and not knowing how others feel where by isn’t this a world of caring and sharing????

I m starting to get disgusted by e disgusting act of ppl and they really makes ppl wanna vomit by why why why????
I had been lost once again and cant seems to find a way out but nobody seems to care leaving mi there…

Qns: it Christmas about granting pl wishes
Ans: it turns out to be Christmas is all a lie =(

Today mood wasn’t so good after all, jus cried, tears flow, numb, heart had died.

I really don’t feel like I m mi anymore I m like a person without feeling anymore, crying has become my habit, heart has gone numb…

Where is the old mi??? I had been looking for mi in this world but it seems that I m lost… what will be my next step to my next road, my next choice???? Asking myself a lot of questions which I cannot answer them so wad is the point of asking???

Once someone keeping saying that I kept asking a lot of whys and hoped that I won’t asked them anymore…

Eyes were swollen and red but I felt nothing how I wished that someone could really understand how I feels but sad no say no one does even my family. I felt I was the only one who was abandoned and left behind; everyone has throw mi aside prevent mi from keeping up with them…

I think I rather choose to be emo n not a happy Angela no one does appreciate and when I left you I should have thought that I will never be happy I know it is not worth it but somehow I stll hurts badly like my heart was torn into million pieces.

Let mi tell you a story: once a gal was happy and was everyone’s laughing stock but she don’t mind cause she always keep herself in high spirits and also thinks that others are more important than her, but one day she found out that she was being taken granted by everyone and decide not to be happy anymore. =( so wad she puts others in the first place rather than herself no wan really does cherish all they could do was to hurt her badly.

Sometimes I felt that I really hate myself a lot but ppl told mi that if I were to hate myself how would I expect others to like but I came to a conclusion that nobody will ever like mi… NEVER EVER…

I had already tried to learn to like myself but hating is easier that loving I tried but afterall nothing good will come out. So wad if I m nice so wad if I do everything I needed to… everything is 2 much for mi I m really very tired… I jus wanna rest…

Heyhey ppl... after 2weeks finally managed to blog again…
Christmas is around the corner so my shop was so busy and crowded and every time I will be very tired after work so not mood and also time to blog…
Recently hooked up 2 黑糖瑪奇朵 Brown Sugar Macchiato, the drama is so nice OMG especially, it is about love and also bond between the class and the relations of brothers but the sad thing is that they were from the same dad but different mother and there is also 6 brothers in total…


This week I did a lot of reflections and felt that friends are very and also plays an important part in ur life so don’t ever hate them. When to IKEA couple of times to see see and look look, Saturday night chatted with lina, she lah make mi nervous also aiyo… hope she have a happy nite… but must say sorrie 2 her as yesterday nite promise her to chat but think she wait for mi until she slp lor… hahaha =P
Btw I found great song from the Taiwan drama the song is so romantic and touching. (highly recommended):

苦茶 (by bang bang tang and hei sei hui mei mei)
微微笑的看你越是认真就越让人心疼
街头那盏路灯仿佛在笑我愚笨
没什么能做但我比谁都真诚
泡一杯苦茶陪伴你到夜深

你知不知道你总有一种很可爱的独特
让我充满勇气抵抗冬天的寒冷
怎样做才会完美像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

不用等你开口先说我爱你
在那之前想对你说我愿意
你不必问你也不必等
这一刻就值得爱到永恒

我该如何让你明白我爱你
在那之后你点头说我愿意
想照顾你想守护着你
这一刻只想把你抱紧

你知不知道你也有一种很可爱的天真
大男孩的口吻魅力加到一百分
怎样做才会完美像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

虽然永远太不可能
少了你的完整
两个对的人奇迹就能发生

这一刻只想把你
抱紧

It is super romantic lah…

Sad thing had been sick for the past 3 days liao coughing and sneezing.
Reasons:
(1) Not enough slp
(2) Because my whole family was sick in the first place
(3) Work too much
(4) Stress???

Kk ppl I will stop here btw 2day was freaking early that I reach school, I reach woodlands at 7:38am then reach school at 7:45pm. Sleep for only 4 hrs and not tired at all OMG.

Things I brought (due to 50% storewide for all staff from 7th 2 9th of dec)

(1) A linen scarf
(2) A black top (with a spade design)
(3) A pair of jeans
(4) A M&M cushion cum blanket
(5) A M&M kids tee

So see ya ppl (tata…) =P
笑一笑，没什么事情过不了 =)