HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY =)

WELL LETS SING A SONG...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANGELA/HUIXIN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MI....


i had turned 18 and it is so exciting....
well 2 lazy 2 update...
will update 2ml...
nites ppl =)

this is my new hairstyle =)

I am soooooo finally back 2 blog....

so many things 2 update but I can't stop counting the happenings that had happen for the past weeks or even days or even mths I am not sure myself 2....

well guess first thing first:

I cut my hair and also a fringe

Seriously I really donno what to say…

Esp. abt friends and family problems

I m so having a breakdown

I m crying non-stop

And LASTLY I FEEL LIKE DYING…

(AND I FELT THAT NO ONE BOTHERS AND CARES ABT MI AND ALSO THEY ARE NO REASONS FOR MI 2 STAY )

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO UNFAIR
WHY I CANNOT HAVE THE LIFE I WANT
WHY DO I HAVE TO LIVE A LIFE HARDER THAN OTHERS
WHY WHY WHY
CAN SOMEONE GIF MI AND ANSWER OR AT LEAST A CONCERN EVEN IF IT IS A FAKE WAN
I DUN CARE
I REALLY DUN CARE...

Suddenly donno when I started to be emo again,
Looking back at the couples I had known I had 2 say that they are all lovebirds =S

The couples will always complain:
(1) BF no time to accompany them
(2) BF too stubborn
(3) BF always not the way they wanted to be
(4) BF don’t give them surprises
(5) BF not caring enough

Single will complain:
(1) Why no BF
(2) Where all the guy go to
(3) How to get a boyfriend
(4) Why people got BF, I don’t have
(5) Lastly, why others deserve to be loved and not urself…

Yes I ever heard before that couples who had each other complain a lot and don’t really cherish what they had such as even they had GF or BF they will say is not stable so I am asking why complain here where they can go and do things on communicate will each other to stable their relationship. And also I had seen people who had a lot of guys courting them but yet they say cannot make it. So what will happen to those who have nobody to rely on. Isn’t this unfair !!!!!! OMG it is super duper unfair lah. And wads up with guys nowadays only look at appearances does it really matters. It is like WHAT THE FUCK!!!!

Lastly, SAYING IS EASY WHEREAS DOING IT IS DIFFCULT.
Well I got to say fat, ugly. short, thin ,tall, pretty really MAKES A DIFFERENCE AFTERALL…

END OF STORY =(

Well, it's a lonnnnnngggggg time since i updated....

kinda busy the last few days as I had started my new job

"FOREVER 21" at vivo...

everything was still fine, everyone is nice.

Well will update again...

See you guys soon...

Miss ya =)

Haiz…

This is all I can say now, 2day’s mood is still as bad but is even worse than ever. All my friends are busily dating and going out with their other friends so here I am at home doing nothing but feeling quite pathetic hmm, questions running through my head (why would ppl wanna ask you go out, what makes you think that they wanna ask you out, u’re a nobody to them.) Loneliness had conquer all of my heart and mind, people no longer cares about as they had a life they want to live.

Sign,

Now I guess nothing matters to me anybody and always people look for me for reasons and not just purely they wanna find mi. why does this had to happen to mi , I guess I am just a transaction or a helping hand and not a frend to them. What has all this got to mean it is so unfair to me why people has got all they wanted money, career, boyfriends, frends. Well I had to say I had gt nothing so I guess this is the destiny I hold…

P.S donno why tears fall from my eyes again =(