Late in the nite...
I noe that I should think of all this
I noe that I had responsibilities in getting myself ready for all these falls
I never knew that I would be affect slowly
I thought I was okie
But I was never
I realised that eventually the me ppl see was fake
My life had turned into a drama
Why is this happening all over again
History- past happenings
And after so long I thought I was okie but I never really did face this bravely
I thought by running away will stop all the thinking and all the missing
But why in late nite I am still e one in tears
A person once asked mi: Had I been hurt badly before in love?
But I think that silent goodbye is actually more diffcult that a real goodbye
I had to faced the fact that YOU threw or abandoned mi again
Why do I have to face all this
Am I asking for too muchI really donno
But I had now been a laughing stock to everyone and whereby they jus had a laugh at my life and go off
Well I BEGIN TO FEEL LIKE I AM A REPLACEMENT TO EVERYONE AND THEY JUS MAKE FULL USED AND LEFT...
WELL MAYBE I AM THE MISTAKE, THE ONE REAL MISTAKE THAT I WAS HERE
I SHOULD HAF JUST LEFT
NOBODY CARES ANYWAY...
P.S PLS REALLY CHERISH UR R/S, IT'S NOT A EASY TO CUM BY NOR COINCIDENCE, IT'S SOMETHING THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY...
Love songs, romantic movies is only part of my own wishful thinking...
Maybe I dun even deserve e love...
Karma
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