Rainy days belongs to a gal
Now is pouring super heavily outside
it felt like as if her emotions follows the weather but sadly to say she is spending this nite alone
So what she is scared of thunder and lightning
All she can do was to cover her eyes and ears
hoping to lie to herself that there was no thunder and lightning at all

A gal staring into blank space hoping to know the answer she is looking for
but she than aimlessly walks out of the question she is looking for but still hoping to find the answer one day. Tears can be seen in her eyes, she has too many emotion baggauges to be put down. No one listens to her, she keeps everything inside only still showing a smile telling everyone she is alrite.
People taking her for granted, neglecting how she feels. What she did was to help others n treat people well, but who would ever think of treating her well too. She believes that no matter how much a person gives she should not ask back cause people are selfish, they wont do it.
Even she disappears or went missing no one will look for her.... So.... the her life story continues

Was stuck in RP's lab for the whole in working on experiments and preparing samples for FYP
Got another 3 more sets of papers consist in total abt 90 pages to be read and due nx thurs's meeting....

Well, its cold right now got to go bath...
Photos will be post ASAP

P.S Will it be e same if I had nv fallen for...
tidous
=(

Back from donno nowhere...
Feel so stressed and worn out this 2 weeks but I guess after a smile will be jus fine

Had a couple of movies this 2 weeks:
(1) The other end of the line
(2) Marley and mi
(3) He's just not that into you
(4) The curious case of benjamin buttons

Yet to watch:
(1) Role models
(2) Slumdog millionaire
(3) Confessions of a shopholic
(4) Hotel for dogs
(5) Push
(6) Taken

Had been fyp-ing and working plus the dance lessons at studio wu.
Went to studio wu wif prislin for hip hop dance lesson, it was damn fun but totally worn out after that meet up wif Nasyitah, haven seen her for about 1 year and 2 mths since we both start together at Forever 21. Totally miss her.... hahaha
Had photo shooting session in the train wif andy and rinn, we climb up the seats and did alot of photo shooting....

Well had been studying since last nite, guess i need to get back to study now, ppt for fyp will be due tomorrow and I still gt 4 papers not yet to be read.

See ya real soon,,,
tata

P.S what will I do it I would have to gif you up...

smiles (photos will be in the next post) =)

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Dunno why this week is emo week for mi.....
Its raining season for mi
Ever wonder wad is so bothering....
Haiz
Did most of the crying this week (in fact doing it rite now)

I just realised one thing that from e start of secondary school until now somehow or rather e guys i like or interested will be interested or like my frend....
Which tends to make mi the invisible one infront of them no matter how much I do
Its jus so tiring...
Is really finding the wan i like who will pay attention to mi so diffcult
I could jus gif up trying
As I noe no matter what I do will be the same
I feel like forgotten, someone forgot to pick mi up jus abandon mi here....
I just could not show that I am sad infront of people, all I can do is hide and let it all out
Having wonder when will someone be there (but I noe there wont be)
Jus realised whenever I need someone they are not there
I jus wanna keep running and leave
Envy the people surrounding mi
Another mood affecting post pls don read if you can't be bothered

P.S Why am I being treated different?????

If onli I could have love too

Appearing again after not updating for abt 8 days... I guess that I m realli that busy in alot of stuff....

Woke up 2day super uber early to blog.... (its currently 7:10M NOW)

AND TODAY'S VALENTINE'S DAY

WELL TO ALL THE PEOPLE OUT THERE INCLUDING MI----> HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

And I had found out that there are two dates that we might have celebrate too:

+White Day (March 14) - similar to Valentine's Day
+Black Day (April 14) - celebration day for single people

Well I think that its a day of giving and also receiving and the most traditional objects given and being received is actually red roses and CHOCOLATES (omg that is my favourite)... hahaha

Back to recapping:

Been doing alot of things this whole week

(1) Done kbox session wif w54b peeps (was onli 3 person concert as zhi hui went to Genting)

(2) Mostly work on this week

(3) Playing lan at THE CATHAY and CINELEISURE (recently we were hooked up on a game, will intro to u guys ltr =P)

(4) Went to army market to look look and see see

OMG i just realised that I had so much to blog and this might be another uber long post...

Introducing to u guys about this game or most probably not as i seen many people playing it.

Was hooked up by this game and Me, Andy and Rinn kept going to either THE CATHAY or CINELEISURE to play this game.

The game is super, highly addictive and ALOT OF SCREAMING AND SHOUTING HAD TO BE DONE OR HAD BEEN DONE ALREADY.

Due to time constrain I decided to cut short this post....

Need to go and bath le and prepare for work, will be back to update more stories =) will keep u guys updated.

Bathing time.....................................................................................

P.S Today will be wearing red at work and also 1000 roses will be given out today in my wrkplace (hope u guys got one)

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

SMILE

If changing will do the trick why not go ahead and change for the better.

Trust means to believe. I trust you, means I have no doubt in my mind about your honesty, integrity and credibility. No relationship can survive without trust. How to develop and keep the trust in a relationship forever, because as soon as the trust breaks, the relationship breaks. Trust is the foundation on which a relationship is built. If you don’t trust a person, howsoever you may love him/her, your relationship will not survive, because you have no trust in him/her.



A random paragraph someone who has jus remind mi ...



Back for more blogging, sorrie not for updating due to my stupidity-------> FORGETTING OF MY PASSWORD THAT I CANNOT LOGIN MY LAPPY FOR THAT WHOLE WEEK =_=

ISZT THAT -______________-" ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ



So here's my CNY:
On the EVE-
early in the morning woke up to visit ye ye at mandai....
saw nai nai and other auntie and uncle plus my cousins
after praying we all wen to yishun to eat lunch (yum yum)
xiao shu than drive us home...
after that took a 3 hr nap as i was too tired....
meet Andy to buy yu sheng (thanks for the discount)
Lastly, woohoo my favourite part -----> steamboat (omg lah my mum boiled e soup and wah all the ingredients make my hungry while i m blogging again)
was tv time after that and papa gave mi and didi ang bao $$$ (ya shui qian)


First DAY-
woke up than bath and dress into my new year clothes
then headed to nai nai's hse to bai nian,
every year the visitiing places for us are always that same
after that was visiting the temple at toa payoh
lastly, was papa's friend's hse as the last stop =)


Second DAY-
early morning went to auntie's hse a few blocks away (that was e last hse we visited)
in the afternoon met Andy for lunch at a japanese resturant at E!Hub
jus before the movie seesion we had around 1hr plus of spare time so we decide to go to that arcade (and we played the touch screen thing and para para till we gt muscle cramps), we than took the tickets we earn and change into chocolate and a toy car
that was movie session (went to catch the wedding game)
after movie was pool session, I was super uber clever did alot of tricks which cnnt be done
while accompanying Andy for the bus, we called Ryan up to talk rot (hahaha) dramatic situations again
headed home afterwards.

Third DAY-
starting of work

Updating of recently movie sessions:
(1) Bride wars - Andy and Ryan
(2) The wedding game- Andy
(3) All Well End Well 2009- Andy and Ryan

Finalli Rinn came back from Malaysia, hahaha Andy sorrie to make you put in so much effort to bring her back =P
Yesterday nite went to eat cake with Andy at cafe cartel but sadly Andy's favourite cake and another cakes were all sold out so we had sandwiches... (Andy describle it heavenly)

Things not done:
(1) Kbox session wif Andy
(2) Kbox session wif w54b peeps
(3) Collecting of IC wif Rinn
(4) Watching of Love Matters
(5) Dance lesson wif Prislin

well, it getting real late, gonna end the post here

P.S seeing you like this, I dont noe why I am hurting as well

Emo songs makes mi cry -________________-

One of the photos took wif grace and zeehwee (think is last day of sch, but still got alot of photos yet to come)