What a lonely little christmas...
Bet everyone is outside celebrating wif Bfs, Gfs, and frends...
But for mi?? None..
Where my frends go to.....
Man I jus hate it....

Hmm.. where should I start ?? happy things or sad things ??

Ever wondered why people surroundding you are so happliy attached

whereas u are just alone?

Ever wondered why attached people grumble all the time but

they don't that u envy them?

Ever wondered why the person you liked always talk to u

just because they want to know more about the person from u?

Ever wonder why u always help others

but when it comes to u need help from they, it always turns out to be a disappointment.

Anyway now moving on to so happy happenings:

I am already not sure what is happy, real or fake but still I am just glad that FYP is finally over and no more stress and tense up bodies anymore. I can't imagine that they will not be any FYP anymore and it's other people's turn to get stressed up for FYP.

Well my month was fruitful though, had quite a few outings with my galfriends (well will update more abt it), outings with fyp members and lastly just now went for a movie session wif yu shu... I just can't resist movies.....

photos will be up next but onli part of it due to consolidation of the photos not complete =)

I M SICK!!!!!!


fever + cough + sore throat + flu

Verse 1:He is approaching..from a far far far distance
how am i to express my shaking heart?
He.....Stole my heart from the very start and gave me an illness that i cannot recover from...

Chorus:I want to become a flowerpot I pray all the time
I want to become a flowerpot
That stands on his small window sill
Even if I won't be able to say a wordor expect anything
From time to time I'll receive his smile and careness
And just watch his sleeping face

Verse 2:He's leaving very far far far away
How am i supposed to soothethese falling tears?
He...Stole my heart from the very start
And gave me an illness that i cannot recover

Chorus:I want to become the flowerpot
I pray all the time
I want to become the flowerpot
That stands on his small window sill
Even if I won't be able to say a wordor expect anything
From time to time, I'll receive his smile and careness
And just watch his sleeping face
I want to become the flowerpot
That stands on his small window sill
Even if I won't be able to say a wordor expect anything
From time to time, I'll receive his smile and careness

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wDEd3724ozc

Obviously you mind yet you keep on pretending you don't mind
Your actions are always showing you mind
How can I trust you when you are always acting so fake infront of me
I hate that you don't talk to me straight in the face
I don't need a friend who minds about talking and gossiping by other people

Current mood: disappointed, angry

Timeline:
Last week schedule:
Monday- Fyp + went out wif Prislin, Cecilia and Jac Jac
Tuesday- School
Wednesday- School + work
Thursday- School + work
Friday- School + work
Saturday- work + celebrating xinning b'dae till 10 am (sunday)
Sunday- slpt for 2 hrs + shopping for jac jac b'dae present + celebration at her hse till late
Note: I had to travel from boon lay back to pasir ris (JAC JAC YOU STAYED TOOO FAR LE HOR)

Coming up (12/10/09)-(18/10/09):
Monday- FYP + work
Tuesday- School +work
Wednesday- School +work
Thursday- School +work
Friday- School +work
Saturday- work
Sunday- dance + work