OMG... What's next!!!

Sometimes i will be in a daze not knowing n understand what m i thinking about... must things had happen 4 e past few days... On sun went 2 watch HARRY POTTER lor in e end found out that it was veri sian... 2day someone came 2 e class n said HI n BYE 2 mi but i not realli noe how 2 reply 2 it maybe i m havin phobia towards u n others and not realli how 2 react...

What is e use when u haf a frend that doesn't help u when u are in of help...

NOWADAYS PEOPLE ONLI CARE ABOUT THEMSELVES!!!

korkor once told mi thatif there is a day that I m not moody, miracles will happen

I HOPE SO!!!

So people i m now learning how 2 live happily jus like be4.....

HOPE IT WILL COME TRUE...

What the Hell (Part 2)

It has been almost 1 week still I blog le... alot of things had happened along the way...
Here's the second part of my story: starring 840 and the staffs, it goes like this:
that I cnnt remember which nite it was leh but I was present e three of us were happy playin and writin briefing book in the storeroom... sth scary happen as my in-charge suddenly look up at e shop's CCTV he saw a black shadow running across the cashier counter... at thst time I sense that sth was wrong but I cant fgure out wad it is... he immediately say that it was late and suggested we packed up and go home... until 3 days ltr then I found out wad had happened... LOL... OMG!!!!!!

Wadever LAH!!!!

I was quite in a good mood( i also donn why) maybe it is my UT results got a B+ for it.. so happy lor.. but good things doesn't always last long my mood went emo again when I saw sth that realli irritates mi alot( i shall not say it).... I was lik -_-... LOL... I really like to team up with my communication group as we had alot of fun and that we are also e most noisy of all cause there is mi... Maybe I like it is because that they are all simple people and that not as complicating as mi therefore when I team up wif them I don't haf any worries.. hahax...

Maybe it is time I let go of everything that I once had... this is the most relaxin thingy 2 do (P.S aNGELA aKa hUi XiN's theroy) u r reccommended to try this... hehex

What m i supposed to do now

sorrie maybe I did realli say the wrong things, but why does this kind of things haf to happen to mi all the time..... well i jus can't help it I m realli startin to hate myself for all the things I had done yesterday when I was bathin I found sth that can stop my painall the scars I had left on my hand they explain alot why they were first there and maybe this will continue as a punishment to myself.....
I realli hate the mi now!!!!

To someone:( the person is not someone who u think they are)
I sometimes wish that I could tell u everything but I can't I can onli keep myself.... I realli donno who 2 trust now... everything has changed including mi, the ppl I noe.... how I wish we could be back 2 normal but we can't... wad is e use when u asked help from someone n e person nv even reply.... this is so freakin irritatin..... maybe my appearances tells ppl that I m dumb but I'm not.... I actualli noe wad is goin on onli that I dont want destroy ppl feelin... how can I put it in this way.... N why does everyone wanna lie 2 mi....
i realli hate.....

What the Hell !!!!!

After what happened on thurs nite I got phobia of goin into my shop's storeroom. I think that my shop got that so called that ' thingy' at first I was realli shocked n scared n did not noe wad 2 do.....
The incident goes like this......
we stayed until veri late in thurs in 840 as we need to pack e stock and tie them 2gather..... as we need 2 prepare for stock take e next day.... Around 11 15pm we left e shop closin everything such as e main power includin e lights...... we then left the shop but boon heoy was careless n left the sales report in shop n went back 2 get it but when we were outside the shop we saw the lightsd were on n brightly shining.... we were all shocked as we were veri sure that all the lights were being switch off and we even stayed in e shop for awhile as we were changin in e fitting room when my in-charge switch off all e lights..... we immediately rush in but other then the lights nth else happened.... wad a scary nite...

I then learnt that one of e staff in my shop has seen that 'thingy' and another relief in-charge also saw it and they saw that it was in a corner and thatwhen they ask my in-charge 2 see it n he realli saw it...... OMG and whats more they told mi that it is not jus 1 but a grp..... i was so scared.... wad m i goin 2 do.... n now in my shop i won't dare 2 be alone ...........