Now having my break and doin presentation slides i never felt that 1 day i would be in poly as i thought that day is still far away. As far as i know i had already grown up and mus be brave enough to face all types of troubles and and have to pick up from from where i fell down.

So i ever believed in love again... why do ur have to hurt mi i other ways i already have enough of it ... Please Stop It... how i wish that i would have someone to truely care about mi and not that selfish and trying to used mi i al different types of ways...

Wad happen is the past

At first i really cannot believed that you was this kind of person. have i done anything wrong to make you treat mi like this... I'm also a human not something else for you to vent your anger on and that i always believed that u were goin to let mi have it my way someday.
I had to let go you are no longer someone i knew and i loved but you are jus a normal daily stranger on the road.

why everybody must leave 1 by 1 iszt because ur hate mi or sth....
another happy family being broken into pieces again.... why must my every relationship be a
failure am i in wrong or they are totally blinded with appearances....
everyday there will bound to be questions asked... so tired of them....

everytime i wan to start a new life... everything becomes the different from before...
why iszt because of my arrival or wad or humans cant really stand the sight of mi...
am i that irritating or people jus dislike mi alot..... i jus dont wan it to be this way... hope that everything happened is jus my own thinking...... please let it be.....

so many things happened at the same time.. how am I to handle it sitting there lost and don't noe wad to do...does everyone had to treat mi like that sometimes life kind of sux... always hope to leave this place but no one ever cares wad is really happening to mi....if someone don't come quick.. I'm going to break into a million pieces... wad am i going to do....wad am i going to do... why iszt everytime heaven is helping other people but not mi... why iszt so unfair..ya i forgot nothing is fair in this world.....

Starting of my new life....

still i have been waiting for someon to save mi from a deep hole......
after wrking realised that i had changes alot... my personality.. attitude
and the way i look at different people.... i am not sure whether this is good
or bad but i never regret what i have done p.s getting a job to learn new things
and make friends with alot of people....