Jus had another quarrelling wif my mum...
Why must she always be the right one, she still gt the rights to question mi when she is at fault...
I am somehow or rather the odd one out in the family
I did sometimes questioned my own birth status...
Why is the pressure always on the eldest child, if this were to happen I rather myslef was not being born at all...

P.S why is there always no one to stand by my side

I really appreciate the pickup on Tuesday... Many thanks to you... I am really happy and glad to hear that you are fine on Thursday, I almost cried out such foolish I am.

So many has happened... I was very angry when I saw you and you so-called loving gf, I was like WTF. How many girls do u still wanna play with ??? Couple of movie sessions this few weeks and I am really loving it. Not sure if I should looked forward to a big day nx week though.

Currently watching korean drama on Channel U.

Well gpa is out and guess wad I did improve by the score of 0.09... (hmmm hahaha abit pathetic to mi lah) There was this one thing I considered myself being stupid, I was so happy abt sth that I literally bang myself into the wall ... oppps pain pain ah...

Will update soon bah well here's a sneak peak of my 'little bf':

Isn't he so cute??

P.S Where is my love?

Sick again... took mc today and trying to complete my work stuff so that I can hand in on Wednesday. My weekend was still alrite sat last minute went out and caught the movie Hot Summer Days which was quite nice though. And guess wad I was so happy on Sat, he bought mi a pair of babies thanks really appreciated it =) will upload the photo when I am free. So tomorrow will be the same old routine again looking forward to see my kids in the kindergarden.

P.S my words carries no impact to you.

Well to start off with the few updates this weeks:

I began to realised that my workplace's politics is begining to surface. Total stressed just like a normal teachers cum babysitters.



Monday: Was a birthday celebration for Abgail (hey girl happy sweet 17th to you) well although I had celebrated that 3 years ago =) but love ya gal. I specially went to buy the hand designed cake from THE ICING ROOM but though the cake was not designed by cause I really had no confident afraid that I might spoil the cake T_T

Tuesday: Was an evening spent wif a laughing tree who kept giving laughing seeds >.< Very nice of Ian to fetch mi from my wrkplace and pei mi all the way to downtown to watch FU XING DAO. Funny show btw. Had BBQ CHICKEN for dinner pity that I did not bring m camera for camwhore session.

Wednesday + Thursday: Tution

Friday: Will be another movie session with Timonthy although we had not decided on the movie we are going to watch yet

P.S Wish you the best of life and hope nv to see you again

I am sorrie but I jus wanna run away again Like I used to do...
I really can't take it anymore, I jus wanna run and run until I had no more breath
I jus wanna shout till I had no voice left.

Why can't you just can't love mi the way I loved you.

Begining to fell emotional as I used to be again. Its like how come things are not going the way I wanted. It was just like a knife or something sharp that is being stabbed into my heart. I don't know what am I changing to be I don't know myself anymore. What is really wrong wif mi getting affected by small things.... OMG Going crazyyyyyy..... Can't sleep I reay feel super hopeless, unsecured, helpless. Is like why iszt anyone there for me or understand wad I am going through.

P.S regrets, regrets and more regrets sorry its my fault everything is my fault.