Begining to fell emotional as I used to be again. Its like how come things are not going the way I wanted. It was just like a knife or something sharp that is being stabbed into my heart. I don't know what am I changing to be I don't know myself anymore. What is really wrong wif mi getting affected by small things.... OMG Going crazyyyyyy..... Can't sleep I reay feel super hopeless, unsecured, helpless. Is like why iszt anyone there for me or understand wad I am going through.

P.S regrets, regrets and more regrets sorry its my fault everything is my fault.

Ever wondered how it is like deleted from someone else's life.. That remains a question mark ??
So finalli I started updated my blog again after sometime..
Photos will be the next post I guess
Recently.

Here it goes:
I had a new job and am loving it----> it a pre-school full time teacher job
And on my first day of school was already an excusion trip with my babies to the UNDERWATER WORLD.
They are all so adorable, you can nv imagine that how nice and how satisfied when they put a smile on their face, or they stopped crying or even start to eat they food.

Apart from that I am also currently teaching tution of 2 kids... oh my I think I AM prepared for motherhood.
Well, but still I am unsure of what my future or my career/ study path holds.

Went sentosa yesterday and got sunburnt and it was more painful today compared to yesterday... ohh gosh

Well, up coming:
Ice Skating @ Kallang tomorrow
Wednesday will be mahjong session with peeps and last but not least..
Party timee willl crazy babes @ supper club =)

P.S I am so lucky that I realised that you were that kind of person.

Hey Peeps will update my blog as soon as possible....
My blog will be under going renovation soon...

OMG I HAD FALLEN IN LOVE WITH SUNFLOWER...

Twice in this week cry badly due to channel u's show:

(1) on christmas night 11.30pm- absolute boyfriend movie

(2) just now 9.30pm - 向日葵的约定 (The Promise)

Side note:

Someday I also want to see this sunflower field with you...

P.S those who watched, what do you think?

What a lonely little christmas...
Bet everyone is outside celebrating wif Bfs, Gfs, and frends...
But for mi?? None..
Where my frends go to.....
Man I jus hate it....

Hmm.. where should I start ?? happy things or sad things ??

Ever wondered why people surroundding you are so happliy attached

whereas u are just alone?

Ever wondered why attached people grumble all the time but

they don't that u envy them?

Ever wondered why the person you liked always talk to u

just because they want to know more about the person from u?

Ever wonder why u always help others

but when it comes to u need help from they, it always turns out to be a disappointment.

Anyway now moving on to so happy happenings:

I am already not sure what is happy, real or fake but still I am just glad that FYP is finally over and no more stress and tense up bodies anymore. I can't imagine that they will not be any FYP anymore and it's other people's turn to get stressed up for FYP.

Well my month was fruitful though, had quite a few outings with my galfriends (well will update more abt it), outings with fyp members and lastly just now went for a movie session wif yu shu... I just can't resist movies.....

photos will be up next but onli part of it due to consolidation of the photos not complete =)