Re- CAPPING =P

(mi n lina on the last day of school on a outing= skip school went shopping)

Re- capping of the past few days:

- Cut my hair (but all the people say it doesn’t look like)
- Skip school and went out with Lina but left Felicia in class (sorrie, nx time will surely call you along don sad n angry)
- Bought a lot of tops (but realized tat I had not enough bottoms OMG)
- Went to jack’s place for the first time (to celebrate Lina birthday n also wif Felicia)
- Bought my nokia phone to the hospital (but I think need 2 go again cause the camera cnnt take photo must check-up again)
- Super high in school (donno why but at least can 4get about the things I want to 4get even it is for awhile)
- Keep taking photos around (quite photogenic lah)
- Just change a new look for my blog (I kind of like it a lot)

Cannot really list everything down…

What will happen for the next few days:

- going to Newton at late nite to eat (Boon Heoy last day at Bossini, abit can’t bear to see her go she is such a sister to me since the starting of first day at Bossini which was like last year 28 /11/06)
- got my last ‘o’ level paper on Tuesday morning (but yet Monday going out late)
- maybe will get my pay for Topshop (they hold on to my pay for freaking 1 whole month
- maybe go to Nokia Care Centre again (haiz…)
- maybe going out with Lina n Felicia (still need 2 plan)
- 1 week of Holiday (so weird people studying RP on holiday)

Today:

- veri tiring day
- had fold a lot of clothes
- being drive crazy by the card machine
- donno why see a lot of baby and little children (so much for Singapore’s baby boom)
- babies/children = so cute
- went to find Kendrick 2day at around 8 plus at white sands bossini (drop-by)

P.S thinking of a lot of thoughts but 1 thing is that I still can’t 4gt not to think about that certain thing (a scar made on mi- quite difficult to remove it: 11mths and 4days still counting) =P…

TO BE CONTINUED… [BUT TO SUM UP I STILL HAD AN EENJOYABLE DAY AS I LUV WORKING ALOT =)]

WHAT ARE THE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS (TRUE/FAKE)

While listening to blue’s song LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT…

See if you can relate to this one Hope I’m not disturbing you Hope I’m not disturbing you Because you look in thought right now I don’t mean to be rude Cause this is normally not my style Can I take you out I feel if I don’t ask chance will pass And I'll never see your face again I’ll never see your face again You may be thinking I am strange You may be thinking I am strange Not every single day Beauty comes my way, so Do you believe in love at first sight, Tell me does that book that you are reading Tell the story of your life Do you believe in love at first sight Should I walk on by, Turn a blind eye, to love Love at first sight I could be the man for you I could be the man for you I can make all your dreams come true Maybe I’m a fool For saying I’m in love with you You may be thinking I am strange Not every single day Beauty comes my way Do you believe in love at first sight, Do you believe in love at first sight, Tell me does that book that you are reading Tell the story of your life Do you believe in love at first sight Should I walk on by, Turn a blind eye, to love Love at first sight You say fare well You say fare well I say so long You say goodbye I’ll say you’re wrong Cause here in my arms you belong Do you believe in love at first sight, Do you believe in love at first sight, Tell me does that book that you are reading Tell the story of your life Do you believe in love at first sight Should I walk on by, Turn a blind eye, to love Love at first sight Do you believe in love at first sight, Tell me does that book that you are reading Tell the story of your life Do you believe in love at first sight Should I walk on by, Turn a blind eye, to love Love at first sight To love, love at first sight….

I was thinking about my past should I really jus let u go or hold on to you as THIS WAS LOVE AT SIGHT.
So what I wanna ask is do u believe in that although is tiring and hardships but it also contains sweetness in it. Where did the past go to I jus wanna know…

But to the future mi I have to say that love is very hard to come by and so I will cherish wadever I had now. But I really need 2 thx Felicia and lina for accompanying mi when I am down and also to phoebe, jing kai and also a new friend yankeat how many thx will be needed to say to all of u ???? >.<

[Ms Felicia =P , Mi & Ms Lina =)]

But I wanna ask ask does love at first sight really exist that was once happen to mi and him but other song the represent mi n him is AI QING MO FA SHI 感情线:

我想我已开始有点疑惑好像被他说中些什么难道已经没有别的选择只能乖乖的束手就策难过的是我们做了选择是对是错谁也没把握如果要我放手才能获得为何在我心中有舍不得看着你要走还装著笑容掩饰的脆弱要撑多久如果现在开口如何挽留感情这条线注定只能这么远不敢相信已经来到终点想你爱他必定多一些我们之间不可能再回到从前我还傻傻画着幸福线看着你走远还继续装笑脸掩饰折磨我能撑多久如果现在开口怎么挽留感情这条线注定无法延长一点你已不在而我何时才清醒相信一切都是命不曾放弃你我不会说什么默默的承受像个男子汉看着你要走[看着看着你要走]还装着笑容[多么多么笑容]掩饰的脆弱要撑多久[还要撑多久]如果现在开口[现在开口]如何挽留[如何挽留]感情这条线注定只能这么远看着你要走[woo～]还装着笑容[we will carry on]掩饰的脆弱要撑多久[knowing there were words i've never said baby]如果现在开口[现在开口]如何挽留[如何挽留]感情这条线注定只能这么远[let the words remain unsaid]

I was so touch by this song that every time I will sure have tears dropping down when listening to this song. So sad and emotional but yet so sweet and full of words that cannot be express only true feelings.

Maybe the past and all this had cause phobia to relationships liao bah I really hope that single life will be better than mi also getting hurt and I have so many questions:

WHAT IS THE DEFINITON OF LOVE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITION OF FATE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITON OF LOVE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITION OF FATE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITON OF LOVE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITION OF FATE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITON OF LOVE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITION OF FATE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITON OF LOVE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITION OF FATE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITON OF LOVE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITION OF FATE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITON OF LOVE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITION OF FATE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITON OF LOVE
WHAT IS THE DEFINITION OF FATE ……

Today I bought the pair of high heels that I had been longing for like 1 week… hahaz the one which I saw with Lina and Felica at causeway point but they does not have my size I only saw it and also fell in love with it once again when I saw it at Bugis Junction (Charles and Keith). OMG… It cost only 18 bucks(50%) I can’t believe it Charles and Keith worth only 18 bucks it was very worth it. Today was so much fun taken a lot of photos during work with Anna, Linda, Yi Ping, Carine, Jasper as it was last day for Linda at 840 although we only know each other not that long but I kinda of felt that I might miss her as she will be transferred to 808.

Today felt kinda weird seen a lot of couples around everywhere seems like everybody is dating and looks happy and xing fu Then makes me thought of Lina and Felica I wonder how they were they doing hahaz… well that all for today but the great thing was that I had 2 mornings on the weekends but there is always a saying and I thinks it applies for me,

others happiness= my own happiness =)

P.S tml will be culture module hope that I had a fun fun day haiz still need 2 go wrk 2ml and prepare for Tuesday’s stock take… =P

Thursday's happenings >.<

Yesterday(wednesday) was fun went causeway point Nokia care centre to send my very first phone to hospital. Realized that we had to wait for 1hr++ so in end I n Daziree were tempted by ice cream so went to Gelaire to eat ice cream (muacks). I choose the waffle basket (lemon sorbet and mango) a heavenly match. Daziree chose chocolate waffle. But realized when we reach the centre my no. was over but we only took ½ hr 2 go walk walk ( WTH). Approached the person at the customer’ service, lucky for mi she help my with the self register so I need not queue up again.

Today was quite a stressing day for mi woke up at 6 30 (still wanna slp) yawn* . prepare to go to school to take understanding test but will leave later cause I still have ‘O’ levels science practical (that is what I m stress about)…

I really have not confidence I did study but I had a phobia of exams what if I fail again???? (ohhh what m I go to do) haiz* please let mi pass this time round but I guess after that I still had to rush to hougang mall to work. This week I had to go there and help out atrium sales (n I tell u is super tiring) always have to rush/chase after the last bus…

P.S I did took photo of the ice cream but my phone is at the hospital so I can’t do transfer so keep ur updated with the photos… (hahahaz)

THAT’S ALL FOLKS…

''Fucking'' Day...

What a bad day…

Yesterday I had 1 of my worst moods ever…
But I m glad that a good friend had been accompanying mi…
I jus want to say thanks a lot…
Always having mixed emotions…
Not sure why is that so…
Had to chase after the last bus yesterday…
Cause ended work at 10 55pm…
Last bus was 11 00pm…

Mood spoiler…

Not sure very I am so cold this few days…
Turning into a snow princess…
Living in a snow castle…
Filled with loneliness…
No friends, parents, my the other half…

Just found out that I might have a twin long before I was born…
Someone said that a person who is a left hander…
Will have a twin that might have died…
He/she will then be a right hander…
I wonder how he/she look like…

SWEET BUT BITTER STORY...

In the drama series AI QING MO FA SHI

There is a quote:
I really don’t know where I stand in your heart and how much I mean to you.
Maybe in the first place I never choose this opening there will not be this ending
I m very uncertain of what the future is going to happen
But I can tell you that I cherish the present
Maybe I should really let you go
I deserved to be someone else
I had given you a lot of chances
But you jus seem to miss it

I m very sick and tired of holding on
Could you just let me go

Spending day and night thinking about it
Although u once cause my heart to beat fast
But maybe I just deserved to be with someone else
And u deserved someone better
As I m not worthy of your love

We are worlds apart
U r at the starting point and I m at the finishing point
We could not meet
Maybe is all fated…

P.S. this is really a nice and sweet story, I was attracted by the storyline.