Wad should I do!!!

Well it seems that I made a whole lot of mess out of it...
wad should I do...

everyday seems tougher...
I kept cryin more often le...
getting more moody each day...
nobody really understand mi and my needs...
all abandoned mi, leavin mi alone...
been taken granted of...
being suan overboard...

This leads to heartbroken, confused, moody, pissed off !!! (AND LOTS)

P.S sometimes I would like to ask wad are frends for excatly, do ur realli jus do nothing and expects mi to ask ur wad wrong ....

this is damn dumb lah well a message to (A) i haf doubts on whether should i go after all this had happen well sometimes I realli wanna say that u r such a fake but I won't cause same as (Y) i not really wany anything 2 do wif u unless u understand wad is wrong ....

WTF... Moody again ???

Everyday in e late nite i sometimes will wake up i tears afraid that what I dreamt of will cum true.... not realli had a good sleep 4 e past few weeks thx 2 all the unsolved problems...

My priority:
(1) frends (so-so bah cause all gt their own frends dont bother abt mi le)
(2) work (i donno noe why after all this happens at wrk i still luv my job)
(3) family(although had fights wif them but i still luv them)
(4) money(i m so damn broke le=) wadever)
(5) sightseeing(OMG!!! there are no cute guys)

Life sometimes can be filled with happiness, sadness, fear, horror (actualli u name it u will get it)

why does everywan had to lie 2 mi do they think it is fun well let mi tell u...
(it is so damn irritating)

It seems like I dont trust anybody even my close frends, I realli dont noe who is real n who is real and who is fake

Sorrie I don't see the point in doin this !?!

Wad the hell 2day down wif fever again lor that makes it continuious in 2 mths, maybe its time to take care of my health.....

Even sick I still had alot problems WTF can let mi rest I m afraid I can't breathe anymore maybe I can't even control myself to slap you!!!(nameless but u r not important to mi anymore, i haf nth 2 do wif u)...

As for the other person u realli haf to say out everything mah, i guess u never understand mi or wad m i tryin to say to u(i realli donno wad can i do)

sometimes i realli think I should leave without sayin a word(cause no one will bother/gif a damn)

I m sick and tired of everything!!!

*P.S. ppl will read this pls reflect...

I m so damn confused!!!

what the hell... what is realli goin on i nv realli wanted all this to happen to mi and i nv wanted to be here in the first place... hmm why when i always see the things I should see make mi becum damn moody lor :( hey ppl I realli wanna be happy and carry on wif my life.......

My ambition:
(1) find a good lookin/ cute boyfriend......
(2) buy a new handphone.....
(3) find a better job......
(4) havin good results......
(5) leavin this place.....
(6) go overseas to study.....
(7) becum slim........
(aNgElA aKa HuI xIn's hopes and dreams)


being happy is diffcult, but bein moody is easy (wad the hell... but i totally agree)

hmmm... havin 2 wrk 6 days each week now (its tirin but there is MoNeY)

single is relaxin and carefree bein attached is the most romantic thing (hmm... haf of it applies to mi)

(emo ppl theroy)....

OMG... What's next!!!

Sometimes i will be in a daze not knowing n understand what m i thinking about... must things had happen 4 e past few days... On sun went 2 watch HARRY POTTER lor in e end found out that it was veri sian... 2day someone came 2 e class n said HI n BYE 2 mi but i not realli noe how 2 reply 2 it maybe i m havin phobia towards u n others and not realli how 2 react...

What is e use when u haf a frend that doesn't help u when u are in of help...

NOWADAYS PEOPLE ONLI CARE ABOUT THEMSELVES!!!

korkor once told mi thatif there is a day that I m not moody, miracles will happen

I HOPE SO!!!

So people i m now learning how 2 live happily jus like be4.....

HOPE IT WILL COME TRUE...

What the Hell (Part 2)

It has been almost 1 week still I blog le... alot of things had happened along the way...
Here's the second part of my story: starring 840 and the staffs, it goes like this:
that I cnnt remember which nite it was leh but I was present e three of us were happy playin and writin briefing book in the storeroom... sth scary happen as my in-charge suddenly look up at e shop's CCTV he saw a black shadow running across the cashier counter... at thst time I sense that sth was wrong but I cant fgure out wad it is... he immediately say that it was late and suggested we packed up and go home... until 3 days ltr then I found out wad had happened... LOL... OMG!!!!!!