OMG!!!!!! I found out that I got a pimple on my face.... I think it is due 2 alot of stress regardless at work, frendship, and even school.. alot of problems to handle and finally some has been settled but some are left there untouch.... all I noe that we can't go back to the past and jus had to live wif it .... I think sometimes I rather u not mention abt him and that I had already not mention abt her to u.... it jus that i wanna say that ur haf ur guys talk and leave mi out of this... my life is already complicatin...i don't want it to be even more complicating.... it is 2 stressing for mi already i don't want to be in both of ur conversation... wad up wif that..
DAMN I AND ALREADY DEAD AND NOT ALIVE ANYMORE

WHAT I WANNA SAY!!!!!!

Does they realli noe that i m so damn angry wif them mah.... and think they should becum goog frends, A+M+Y cause they are realli so damn unresponsive completely different from mi.... l click more well wif those who can be more talkative and that they understand mi and can go through craziness wif mi like my 2 cute darlins phobe, samantha and jia yu and my korkor jk and also alot of ppl i knew from bossini.... he always be a great frend like to bully alot and we 2 same the same mummy and this frendship will be forever and that consists of no special feelin we jus contiune wif our lives hahaha..... onli a few ppl noe how i feel in my own problems and recently alot had appear and i couldnt handle it..... i started to go sch early and goin sch myself i felt that it was quite good actually hahax... Boon Heoy had been actin so girly in front of his bf they look so sweetie 2gather as they onli meet once in a while hahax....i really luv them /as frends hahaha i like the feelin of no need to rush and that felt more relaxing.....

Why is people putting mi aeroplane and abandoning mi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I realli don't noe wad to say lah its jus that people even my frends are kind of ignoring mi and that why people have new frend they will throw their old frends away leavin them all alone not knowin wad to do..... I am realli veri confused what excatly do they wan wif mi I jus wanna have a peaceful and simple life is that realli veri demanding... realli leh WTF lor....
DAMN THOSE PEOPLE WHO ABANDONED THEIR FRENDS!!!!!!

Thanks for being ther for mi.....

They is 2 persons in my life that I am grateful to have them one of them is my darlin and the other one is my entertaining korkor.... recently I had been troubled and that whenever I had any problem I will always turn to them although sometimes they are not free they will also bound to gif mi a reply ltr without fail I realli luv them and will cherish them as realli great frends to mi or also the closest family members I had so far... and that they are always there to help mi out and letting mi venting anger at them and after that giving mi advices and ideas to change for the good.....
I WILL CHERISH UR FOREVER N EVER......

Go and Die Lah

I really hate this life wad is wrong all the people that I noe .... lame and that I even had to apologized for somebody's mistakes and I am so damn annoy when ppl trend to ignored at least give mi a reply that u are busy or sth and not jus keep quiet like that then wad
LEAVE MI THERE NOT KNOWING WAD TO GO NEXT.......
Guys are so damn indecisive why they can't make up their mind also letting e gurls to decide on their own and this pissed mi off..... WTF can guysbe more decisive anot.....
SO PISSED OFF.....

I'm Sorrie

Sorrie if I realli did hurt your feelings... i never want it to be this way...I really can't bring myself to scold you as I noe u had been trying to entertain mi.... i saw wad you wrote and that I'm realli veri corrie maybe I'm to innocent can't bring myself to scold ppl and when I scold them I felt veri guilty....I noe being a middle person is veri diffcult but now u won't be anymore.... I n him are like strangers and that we were never like before and maybe we are just passer by that passed by each other everyday without noticing.....it is not ur fault but mine I am so damn wrong I should never let ur be fends in the first place no one should leave I will be e one leaving and I had left.... ur two start a new frendship without mi.....I n him can never go back to where we started....jus continue with our lives....Sorrie pls forgive mi if u don't want to be frends wif mi it is fine... I m ok wif it....jus tell mi kk than I will do wad I need 2 do....
p.s some things are not meant to be said jus keep it to a secret..but wad is done cnnt be undone.... I n him cnnt be saved... ppl has secret don't say everything out cause 1 day
u may never noe wads gonna happened......sorrie.....