Today feeling better as yesterday had vent out all my anger and depressed feelings during badminton....

Yesterday I was damn tired but cannot sleep afraid that when I close my eyes I will cry again....

I don't want that anymore so damn tired of it....

i really hate my school life and that why are people always doesn't listen to what I say they are so idiot....

So Unhappy......

Today I feel very depressed after that cheer up a little but now depressed again lor...

Alot of mixed feelings wad can I do to cleared away all those feelings and emotions...

I realli wanna leave this life behind mi and start a new one maybe thinking of leaving this place...

Wad can I do can someone please tell mi so I realli need someone by my side but this is not goin 2 happen...why 2day not raining I love rainy days...Heart being tear into pieces how I wish I had not seen you or meet you before , maybe I might be living better...

We are just some strangers that pass each other without noticing............

So sian lor... nothing to do everday have the same routine... study, work, eat, sleep, shopping. Why do people also do the same routine? Aiyo and why is that people change so much in a period of time... wad is the reason behind it??? I'm realli confused and not knowing wad my next step is... can someone give mi a sign...

Now having my break and doin presentation slides i never felt that 1 day i would be in poly as i thought that day is still far away. As far as i know i had already grown up and mus be brave enough to face all types of troubles and and have to pick up from from where i fell down.

So i ever believed in love again... why do ur have to hurt mi i other ways i already have enough of it ... Please Stop It... how i wish that i would have someone to truely care about mi and not that selfish and trying to used mi i al different types of ways...

Wad happen is the past

At first i really cannot believed that you was this kind of person. have i done anything wrong to make you treat mi like this... I'm also a human not something else for you to vent your anger on and that i always believed that u were goin to let mi have it my way someday.
I had to let go you are no longer someone i knew and i loved but you are jus a normal daily stranger on the road.

why everybody must leave 1 by 1 iszt because ur hate mi or sth....
another happy family being broken into pieces again.... why must my every relationship be a
failure am i in wrong or they are totally blinded with appearances....
everyday there will bound to be questions asked... so tired of them....